This week we welcomed a new member into our family. Her name is Albertina.
A few days per week she’s here with us, all day long, playing with the little guy. And he LOVES it. Someone with him all day long while he is exploring, playing, walking around…
And on top of that it’s giving me much needed time and my sanity back. Because for very long I was the only one with him for most of the week. Although I love being with my boy, I had to put off most of my own stuff and also my work. Over time it accumulated into a lot of stress and tiredness because I had to work in the evenings and nights when he’s asleep, and I’m also half asleep.
It took away my creativity, my drive, my inspiration and at one point I wanted to give up and just be a mom. But I can’t be that if I don’t have my own creations too, if I don’t have my own pleasures and ideas and inspirations that energises me.
My mom-capacity is having my own stuff too, where I can create from deep inside and for the love of who I truly am.
So this week has been a very happy one, and I even started writing again.
For this angel woman I say thank you, you are blessing me with time. And much more!